It's been a while...

Hi all!  It's been a while.  I guess I just haven't had much to post about.  I am still very much a virgin.  Though I had an interesting experience a few weeks ago.  I was very drunk and ended up going home with an old casual hook-up.  He knows I'm a virgin and I always thought it turned him on.  But when we got down to it, he was the one who freaked.  I was totally ready to go!  Crazy.

Of course, I being drunk and dramatic, I went off the deep end.  That was when he told me that he didn't lose his virginity until he was 23 years old and that I am "totally normal."  Of course, I started sobbing.  He told me that he waited.  He was in a relationship and he waited two months into it to do it.  And it was perfect.  And he says to me "you're my friend and I love you and I want you to have that."

It just was so wild to hear that from a boy who had been using me (and I him) for a few months.  It turns out that this guy was the only friend I have who really knows what it's like.  It's at times like this that I wonder if there really is a God or fate or something looking out for me.  I heard the thing I needed to hear most from the absolute perfect person.  And while I might have a serious case of blue balls from this guy, in the spirit of Thanksgiving...I can't help but be so grateful for him.