Hi all! It's been a while. I guess I just haven't had much to post about. I am still very much a virgin. Though I had an interesting experience a few weeks ago. I was very drunk and ended up going home with an old casual hook-up. He knows I'm a virgin and I always thought it turned him on. But when we got down to it, he was the one who freaked. I was totally ready to go! Crazy.
Of course, I being drunk and dramatic, I went off the deep end. That was when he told me that he didn't lose his virginity until he was 23 years old and that I am "totally normal." Of course, I started sobbing. He told me that he waited. He was in a relationship and he waited two months into it to do it. And it was perfect. And he says to me "you're my friend and I love you and I want you to have that."
It just was so wild to hear that from a boy who had been using me (and I him) for a few months. It turns out that this guy was the only friend I have who really knows what it's like. It's at times like this that I wonder if there really is a God or fate or something looking out for me. I heard the thing I needed to hear most from the absolute perfect person. And while I might have a serious case of blue balls from this guy, in the spirit of Thanksgiving...I can't help but be so grateful for him.
